xmas was nice. something quiet. as much as i love all teh crowds and everything, my preferences are getting more bipolar. i just keep on going to extremes. either total mayhem or total peace. got more like ang pows than presents. Oh well, who cares. as long as i can do something with them

haoyun's party and houston's party clashed. making it terribly difficult to go for both. Since i am such a good friend of houstons, and zj is meeting him another day, i decided, even though a lot of non-medicine classmates were there, i could still give it a miss. Besides, I didn't want others to see my bloated self. its as though i regained my pre-army size. and thats not a good thing

went crazy at benetton today, bought 2 shirts. thinking of buy more from ted baker tomorrow and cortefiel. sigh. my escapism is quite scary.

thats all for now.

its been a really long time. a lot of people know that for the longest of times, my blogging has been sporadic and weak. i hardly feel like blogging now, even though i am a lot more mature to start seriously blogging. looking back at all my entries, it is seemingly lost in insecurity and an inferno of raging emotions. not testosterone overload but an individual who feels threatened by the cruelty of the world.

Well, I shall blog again. Helped by a few articles that i have written and also by my own personal conviction that this personal diary shall remain online, so that i may index and reference it whenever i shall need to. Do I need a new address? if I do, i'll spread the word around. but for now, its just this page.