I don't know what came over me.

I am depressed. I just sunk. I might be homesick. Or I just realised how fucked up I am. I don't know how far i can escape anymore. I just can't run anymore

My troubles are heavier than what others trouble me with.

There's so much troubles you can take. Always being there for others, but never being there for yourself. I'm confused. I'm lost. I'm lonely I'm crying for help.

Help from what? I don't know. Oh God. Save me.